Dee, what hold do you still have over me? We’ve both moved on, so why do I keep thinking about you? What was our relationship to you? Did it even mean anything? It’s been a year since we last spoke, yet you constantly linger in my thoughts. The breadcrumbing you do is torture. Please don’t give me false hope for something that is no longer there. I recently watched old videos of you saying how much you missed and loved me, claiming that we were meant to be together. Our lives were chaotic back then, but I still held onto the hope that we would make things work. And then suddenly, without warning or explanation, you disappeared from my life. Why did you say those things if you never intended to follow through? Did you want to feel wanted at the time? You twisted my heart and filled it with false hope. Sometimes, I question whether I genuinely miss you or miss the version of myself before you came into my life – optimistic and believing in love and destiny. How could someone from a small town near mine have such a firm grip on my emotions? I remember us discussing the possibility of running into each other by chance in our hometown. We joked about it being some cruel twist of fate, a nightmare that kept us apart. But now I wonder, where did all those feelings go for you? What happened to them?